I should be excited.
But I'm kind of...not.
I'm in my 14th week of pregnancy. What that means for me is that I get to take a trip to the ultrasound place to find out whether this child is going to be wearing a whole new wardrobe or gets all of Jake's hand-me-downs.
But I haven't made the appointment. I'm just not excited.
Is it the fact that I've already had well over 20 appointments for this baby when a normal pregnant woman would only be on her second, maybe third? And this is just yet another appointment?
Is it the fact that work and taking care of this nutty two-year-old are draining the life out of me?
Is it the fact that I still for some reason, am not accepting that this baby is going to live and giving it a gender, and a name soon after, will make the possible loss that much worse?
Maybe it's all of the above.
Whatever the reason, I am truly hoping that as work calms down, I get off the hormone medication, and I stop having such a bad aversion to chocolate, I start having better baby mojo.
By next Tuesday we should know. I think that may be just the thing to kick start the excitement.
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Bad Mojo
Posted by Kristin and Kurt Bryant at 9:32 PM
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2 comments:
We are SO excited and can't wait to find out more about your baby. It seems like we won't be able to meet the baby FOREVER. We are keeping you guys in our prayers and hope all goes well at the next appointment.
I hope it all goes well for you and that your pregnancy gets easier so you can enjoy it! You'll be in our prayers!
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